A poem for today

Today the sun is shining,

Today the birds are singing,

Today the sky is blue.

It is a beautiful day.

But I am still glum,

I am still down.

Even though there is light,

I am covered in darkness.

My soul craves hope,

My soul craves joy,

But I struggle to find it.

The leaves in the trees blow around,

Move around with no purpose or plan.

That is how I feel.

I feel lost,

Lost with no plan or purpose,

Just lost,

Lost in this world of beauty,

Beauty I cannot see.